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Sinus

if you watch me you won’t see anything at all
look through me and try to catch my soul

not me the force behind me
not the force that’s feeding my self
the independent source of mind
fed by the centre

force of the motion forcing to swing
through imagination and reality
the time has stopped the pace is mine
i penetrate the world

refrain
now forever
another eternal ray
feel the voice of life
once again

i am a life form just like you
and i was free before they
forced me into stiff directions
and broke my mind

but from the centre i’ll come
i will never surrender
i will liberate my soul
i am alive
never judge me

refrain

i seem to be but i lie
what ever you expect of me will disappoint you
i am unreal
real is … that i’m alive


Lichtertanz

was nimmst du wer nimmt dich wahr
verschwindend klein deine welt
und voller dunkelheit so unvorstellbar leer …
wie deine augen wie dein weinen

refrain
lass´ uns tanzen bis wir flügel haben …
lass´ uns gleiten ins licht …

fühlst du die zeit die dich zerreisst
dich durch die hölle führt … warum
und dann weiter läuft ganz ohne dich
wo ist bedeutung in dir

refrain

Pulse

i can feel my heartbeat
slowly and my breath runs out
knowing that i’m fading away
i am waiting

refrain
come into my arms
and feel this calm peace
you searched for closer
your dream is real
come into my arms
and feel this calm peace
your dream is real
you are the ocean

and all the structures disintegrate
to transform into shining veils
no sorrow for what’s left behind
radiant i’m moving forward
and start to melt away
and start to embrace this coming world

here i come

refrain

feel it

The Latest Creation

here comes the latest creation on this planet: the human race
always searching for something higher that might give a reason for its existence
and that might justify its behaviour

the same ghost of heaviness for each generation

war in the name of hate in the name of faith

pain

moving forward step by step
along a huge circle
carrying their matter inside …
to give it to their own breed how could it realise

another thing is growing something beautiful shapeless luminous
something that gives peace and release
i can feel it
inside of me it´s fl owing through
my body warm fl ood of light
beginning to surround me
and this cold night

and i can see it in others rising
like a wave of relief
like rain washing it all away
fl ooding what used to hold sorrow
for life wants to live again


IQ

arriving at the bottom of my inner spiral
moved by flood of information
couldn’t bear the weight because i understood
and what was left of sanity
got chased by human mind disease
i burned the little rotten bridge
a little piece for broken glass


i made the sun burn my eyes
sticky sand is moving through my mind
now come inside of me and feel the strain of my void
i come from i don’t know where
like the world is moving through me
i killed a part of me
to save the key you’re searching for

reaching for the highest mount of ecstasy
i enter deepest agony
tell me what i’m living for when nothing matters
i hate people’s common sound
the heart of human mind disease
i burned the little rotten bridge
a little peace for broken glass


i made the sun burn my eyes
sticky sand is moving through my mind
now come inside of me and feel the strain of my void
i come from i don’t know where
like the world is moving through me
and now i kill myself
to save the key you’re searching for

i lost mind control
come and take my soul
i lost mind control
come and save my soul
i feel so left alone


Plastik

sensation im scheinbaren sein eines scheinenden sterns
denn er strahlt in das scheinbare sein des verblendeten nichts
und sie lebt im multiorgasmischen alptraum feuert freunde
retten soll das fieber und der schmerz vor dem nichts

refrain
ich mach‘s dir
ich mach dich
ich brauch dich
verbrauch dich

ein graues meer voller eis bringt das morgenlicht
erbarmungslos vernichtend zum kontrast
und es weiß dass der stern erlischt taucht ein implodiert
denn vorüber ist der zweck seines längst vergessenen scheins
schein

refrain
mehr mehr mehr mehr …
seelenlose kinder der nacht
mehr mehr mehr mehr …
mensch tier stein dreck

ich bin dein teufel ein schmächtiger mensch
in dessen auftrag du verbrennst
ich bin dein teufel ein schmächtiger mensch
verbrenne lodernd ich weiß du willst es
in wessen namen

Tolerance

in your eyes there is frustration
and anguish seems to byte your face
but don‘t believe i want to listen
how you are fallen from grace

i am not really interested in
what is going on with you
all your little tiny problems
nothing than a joke to me

refrain
why should i bear you
it never felt like home
i won’t be sad when i leave you
it’s not the place where i belong to

every time i hear you crying
it feeds the anger in my mind
i am blind and talk to someone
who’s just to dull to you use his eyes

i am not really interested
in your stupid life
beat it and exempt me from your
fucking paradise

refrain

now you choke on it

Lost

i arrived at the end of death and killing pain
to realise my destination lasting since i’ve been alive
yes i arrived at the start of my new life
it’s coming over and i feel that i am rising high

refrain
listen far to go
los geht die reise ins gelobte land
much to leave
ich mach mich auf den weg zurück zu mir
nothing to leave
die ketten fallen mich hält nichts zurück
i release
es geht weiter richtung horizont

i arrived to breed the sunshine by the night
i found a way to leave the nightmare so i can receive the light
yes i arrived follow if you like
you know that freedom has a price my friend
pay or not now

refrain

Silence

it is circling in my head
cannot stop my mind
surroundings are unreal and far
self control fault

a storm is hunting me
my mind has become my anguish
it’s keeping me down
and killing my soul

i’m tired to keep it all inside
tired to watch it all passing by
i don’t want to stand it
i let it die

00:30:00

30 minuten bis zum ziel
jetzt wird es ernst dies ist kein spiel
der weg ist klar und doch so weit
wir rüsten uns und sind bereit
so zieh‘n wir in die dunkle nacht
erwartungsvoll und aufgebracht
laufen immer weiter weg
vor der gefangenschaft im dreck

refrain
es ist die sehnsucht die uns führt die ketten zu zerschlagen
drum brechen wir nun endlich aus aus diesen tristen tagen
es ist die sehnsucht die uns führt die grenzen zu durchschreiten
drum ziehen wir nun endlich los in unbekannte weiten

30 minuten sind vorbei
das lachen wandelt sich zum schrei
blut pulsiert aus meinem hals
in offnen wunden glitzert salz
wir werden nie mehr hunger spüren
nie wieder kälte wird uns rühren
nie wieder taub nie wieder blind
wir sind vollkommen wie wir sind

refrain


XLII (The Answer)

now little human place your mind
get smarter through your paradigms
release your will release your longings
to see nothing - the truth never equals
you´re lying under tons of waste
crawl, never reach the other end
the lights you see before your eyes
religon science ego... lies

schweben in Unendlichkeit
im Grenzenlosen weiten Raum
tanz auf Ätherwolken leicht
ein niemals endender Daseinstraum
glücklich fühlen, Liebe spüren
atmen, denn wir sind real
staub begräbt das stille Hoffen
denken nur gebiert mir Qual

dividing all the human parts
analysis short afterwards
nothing to find that lasts forever
no thing will die never
thoughts will die and fade away
feelings die and fade away
everything is flowing
i release now

now touch the life that surrounds you
open your mind close your eyes
start to get up and fly
and dance around the light
that you´ll never find


Final Solution

never think, just believe and be
dismiss your joy of life
your curiosity and courage
you don´t need it anymore
because I am your love and reality

hate the world, and fear
help us to smash the face of man
my weak little friend
we are tormentor and protector!

god is control
—this is what we go for
your soul is disintegrating
—to a higher collective freedom
in slavery
—that we stay immortal
through war and oblivion
—never ending revolution


Leviathan

now I feel all the pain...
whose source I know...
it´s just a feeling
penetrating my stomach, my heart
my mind does not understand this
i know... yeah I know the ones who don´t know,
are feeling much better than me!
breaking conventions, leaving my ego...
infinity makes me become what I felt before

what are you going to do?
nobody wants to know!
let us have some fun...
don´t make me brake you down!

prick my heart!
pull me down oh Lord!
kill me now!
i will never follow you!

they are living to consume,
to release the strain they are creating
how I hate them... how I hate them all!
intelligent creatures are contaminating my world!


Decay

what have you got
what do you want,
and do I need it?
make my life easier,
longer, give me more!

welcome to this new world!
don´t wonder who´s taken control

let us play everybody´s own game
in a big group how nice
who rules it, I don´t know
idon´t care cause I feel fine

at this high level we may close our eyes
and stop thinking about ourselves

iam the new god from high above!
i killed the old one by breaking unity!

we use it for our own will
and deny it to escape from responsibility, egoistic duality
we use it for our own will
and deny it to escape from responsibility, egoistic race

oh Yeah, I feel so fine!
because I know what´s right
and I may do so

pray to your dead authority
the common sense

modern man I believe in you
you made me by watching tv
i love this fascinating suffering
i never wanted to be free!

conform, you have got no self!
stay controlled by my machine!

the genuine relatedness you never had
here are coming madness
and isolation, watch out!

assign me the role I shall take,
and I´ll do it my way!

we use it for our own will
and deny it to escape from responsibility, egoistic duality
we use it for our own will
and deny it to escape from responsibility, egoistic race
chaos for all! death to the world!


Worst Case

humanity
nature’s best and worst case
big weight of betrayer and lies
holding away from the search to paradise
useless dead flesh will abandon
and lay humanity in dust
to be the least in evolution
does not justify such illusions
man is what he made of life
and that way he will die
not a tear not any mercy
killing overbearing pride
pay for every once happy creature
pay for this blackest night
to be the least in evolution ...
hate burns!!!
hate burns!!!
hate burns!!!
hate burns!!!
and I fly away
to the love, to the light
to the kiss of slightest wind
away from this black burned sand ...
but why that way?
I wonder when this loss began
something is coming down
to end this part
to be the least in evolution ...

Der Übermensch

chaos, die ordnung der norm, wie auch mir verhasst
macht aus eigener kraft,
schöpfer deiner welt, deiner selbst

diener des vergiftenden ichs,
der liebe, des krieges
los noch einmal, noch besser,
noch mehr, überseh’n dein sein

kleiner tor, was nun, wohin?
kannst du deine ketten spüren,
die du deine fäden schimpfst?
du bist einsam, armselig, ekelhaft, tierisch und tot

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